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Suicidal thoughts don’t cross my mind as often now as they did when I was a child, but I’m afraid of losing even the false hope I have—leaving suicide as the only thing left for me, because I no longer know exactly why I am alive.

As much as I wanna be able to give you a sense of direction in these times, I also know the limitations of my words and the effect they might have on you, but my humble honest take is that you're alive because you were born into this world, and you have a right to precieve this life of yours however you want and to do with it whatever you desire, you can only realize that you don't need a reason to be alive and that life is a gift when you know the freedom you have to make the best out of your existence, worship yourself and be compassionate towards it, be angry at this world if you want and destroy it if that's what you want, but please love yourself first and enjoy your own company. But regardless of all this, I know that you might need someone to talk to, so please feel free to DM me and I promise that I will be a good listener.